hi girls , I am back and feel better,well here is my new adventure . when I started dressing again, one day I was wearing a nice knee length skirt , and blouse, flats , fully dressed,like a women of my age. so I went shopping , had a nice time. feeling good. then went to applebys and orderd an early dinner, I was sitting at a table by myself close to the bar, enjoying a glass of wine, when I noticed an older guy staring at me from the bar, and then he started in a loud voice, talking to nobody , but everybody ,pointing at me , if that guys likes to dress like women ,and all kind of rude remarks about me . so I don't what to do, and he keeps it up. when these two ggs sitting with there boyfriends ,start talking back to him. they start saying leave her alone , she is not bothering you, shut up then the one girl says to him .yyou must have small penis syndrome. aand they started laughing. and with that ,he got up and stomp out. so by now I am totally embaressed . so I thanked the two girls and for there stepping in and as I was leaving , a male employee,walked with me to my car , I thanked him and drove home, I have never had that kind of experience before, but it really shook me, but I learned there are all kinds out there, and I met so lovely people, and one real jerk,but he scared me, he had real hate in him. so I am still going to dress , but I am going to be even more careful were I go and I don't think ,iwill go were they serve drinks , by myself again.......love hugs lynda