With the whole Bruce Jenner thing lately, it's getting pretty easy to hear everyone's opinions on transsexualism. I'm struggling hard lately people.
I love a woman dearly, enough to marry here in the near future (5yr relationship). She knows I like guys, but not how much, and if I told her it would rip her heart out.
I have a very good friend of 2 years who I connect with on a level I don't connect on with anyone else, but I learned lately that he is completely ignorant about transexuals.
I play in a band that is very tight, we look out for each other and take care of each other on and off the stage. Found out yesterday if they hate transsexuals.
It feels like I am walking around with a switch, and if I push it, everyone around me will hate me. If I don't push it I might hate myself.
I don't really make these kinds of posts. I'm usually the strongest person in a given crowd, but I'm crumbling today and I need help.
BTW: I really appreciate the yearly happy birthday e-mails I get. I haven't posted in years, but it's good to know my account is always active and somebody knows I exist.
Damn some, emo-tier here, but I kinda feel like dying.