Hi girls , I havn't been on here here a while but I still feel like Denise on the inside. I want to express her more but Well it's the unforgiving wife stigma. Well as of late seeing all this news about Caitlyn and all the jabs and all the support towards her , it bothers me when i hear negative comments. I have been rebelling lately getting pedicures again that going over guy friends houses and telling them about my feminine side. It's one thing to show them pictures and it another thing to buy some cute sandles and go over and all over the place in guy mode wearing short with hairless legs and nail polish. My one friend who I went to see said, Yo people are going to think you got sugar in your tank, are you crazy I went everywhere with the jeweled flats on and no crazy or strange looks with the orchird polish on. I so want to wear those wedges but it would be toooooo obvious. They are so comphy with the 1/2 " platform up front I can walk in them like sneakers. after a few fights with the wife I finally took the polish off. I am ready for a mint green now or a nice mauve color. The song Girls Just Wanna have fun . To me it is fun and makes me feel good with a fresh pedi and cute sandles. I am so ready to get both ears pierced now that I am retired @ 57. Denise wants to wear those long dangling earings when she goes out>>> I need a NJ friend to give me the strenth to be me . I do not want to be a Caitlyn and live full time BUT I envy her tho!!!