With my return to work for the next several weeks I can't help reflecting on my last 4 days living as Allison.
Things weren't perfect, my voice needs alot of work, my hair extensions were fizzing out of control. A run in with my nieces jerk of a landlord. A run in with my new landlord, IN which I pulled out of the drive like I was in a hurry so hopefully from the distance I pass... I just don't want to rock the boat until I actually have a moment to gage his charecter.
And a woman and her tween daughter staring for several minutes while I was waiting for them to move their cart so I could pick out some apples.
And I guess I should note that my ex girlfriend s brother lives next door and according to the ex my neighbors think that I'm my own girlfriend. Lol...
but overal, I just felt so much better out and about, sure there is still a little bit of fear, but it's a different sort of fear in which I'm not really sure how to describe it.
My body movements seem to be automatically adjusting, my posture, gait and all that.
Also I sort of think that this gas station attendant was trying to flirt... not really sure as he could have been goofing around. I had stopped to buy a pack of cigarettes and he sort of flowed around the counter grabbed a pack and was trying to be cool by tossing it from hand to hand like he was juggling. He would have been pretty slick had he grabbed the right brand...
