No, I'm not schizophrenic nor do I suffer from Multiple Personality Disorder. Nor do I have a fantasy of having Multiple Personality Disorder.
However, it is true that I felt an enormous psychic 'breakthrough' recently wherein I let my female persona really jump in and take the reins. It gets a little complicated from there, I might need a little more time around here before I really describe the experience, but what I really want to know is:
Does anyone here have / has had the experience of being your female self, that regards your male self as a different person? Likewise that your male self regards your female self as a different person? To the extent that you start referring to the other side of yourself as 'him' or 'her', depending on your mode?
I know it sounds a little crazy, but it also feels right to me... for now... to play this game, for now. And I do realize that it is a game. But the benefits of insight seem worth it, and it feels somehow right. I just wonder if I'm alone in this.