In general, I try to remain positive about life and understand progress and transition is slow. I have periods where I see progress and changes in my body that I like.. And then.... there are days like today where all I see in the mirror is my former guy self. On those days I tend to have the thought of "what's the point of this". And the occasional "am I sure??"
I have a very specific mental image of what I want to look like. I am hoping and believe once my body aligns with that image I will finally feel at ease and at peace with myself. But where I am in this process, there are days I don't see what I am wanting. I only see the guy I used to be.
Does this ever get better?
I don't like these days and I don't know what triggers them..
I have changed a lot.. especially over the past year.. I should be glowing with happiness..