hi, I have to ask some thing, for over 50 years I have been in denial, I always hid behind the pose , that I was a guy , who some times liked to dress as a women,al thru my long married life, till my wife passed , I kept this up, well at 66 I have to admit, I have allways knew there was more, I allways felt like a women on the inside, I allways wished something would happen to my manhood and I emotionaly , I react very female ,I just feel closer to women I have tried therapy but only to try and cure me of crossdressing , of course it did not work for me, I cant take Caitlyns road I don't have the money or support for that, it seems the older I get the stronger my Lynda side gets , any advise you can give , will be helpful love hugs lynda