While I have been wearing women's clothes, I at first simply thought of it as "I am a cross dresser." But there is and always ha been a little something else going on inside me. I never could manage to figure it out and ignored it. In my fantasies I am always the female. But I put it as wishful thinking. Still, there is simething stirring inside me but I don't know what it is.
Over the last couple years I have taken the so called COGIATI test many times. I usually get a result "category four... Probable transsexual. "
I've often considered... Wanted, to see a therapist about things. But I have no money for it, and I have NO health or medical insurance. Anything would have to come out if my pocket. And that's why I haven't been to see one.
But I really want to meet and talk to one, at least once. I live in Maine. Probably no one here can recommend one for me to see. But if you can, please do.