I've been secretly dressing up for most of my life, but I have always been at home and hidden away. I really want to actually move towards getting out of the house and possibly going out to a safe bar or some place where I can just enjoy being out of the house in a safe environment (and not be completely out of place).
I'm not even worried about passing, I don't think that I'll probably ever be able to achieve that (I have a very square build). I just don't want to look completely ridiculous. So, I'm watching a bunch of youtube videos on how to apply makeup and such, but I just feel completely out of depth by all of this.
I don't know... I've been looking at some makeover services that say that are crossdresser friendly. I was thinking that might be a good place to dip my toes in the water a little bit more. I'm also looking at various breast forms online, I'm hoping that a bit a silicone and makeup will at least help me feel more comfortable with myself.
Any thoughts from anyone?