-This is me mostly rambling you can skip to the last paragraph if you want to skip it and just answer the question I asked
-Hey everybody Kira here I've been away from the forum and pretty the whole crossdressing deal for a while. I only recently got back into the swing of it all and I decided to post something on the forums since I haven't done so for a few months. So maybe I'll just elaborate on why I've haven't really crossdressed in the last few months and just babble on for a bit.
-Well around late February I started to lose most of my desire to crossdress and because well everything else seemed to get in the way of it. College was starting to get pretty... lame with all the homework, projects, and quizzes. Adding to that was helping my sister with her newborn, my other sister and parents deciding to buy a new house, a few relationship issues coming up with my girlfriend, and more stuff that seems to keep coming up. Well honestly the worst part of all that was that I started to go through this depressive phase where I just couldn't bring myself to care or be motivated to do anything. Everything just felt mundane and pointless which made me want to crossdress even less, I just really wanted to get away from everything but couldn't. And well that went on till like mid June when my college classes finished and I had time to just do whatever and enjoy summer break. I was feeling better I suppose since I had lots of free time now and my relationship stuff got resolved, but I still really felt like getting away from everything and be alone. So I just spent the rest of June and part of July hiding in my room playing games, watching animes or twitch streams, and from time to time I would paint or practice the piano.
-Around early July was when I started to get those twinkling urges to get back into crossdressing, but before I could do that I was moving out with my sister and parents. I had to pack away all my clothes, wigs, makeup, and whatever else Kira related and lock it up so nobody finds it during moving. Of course the paperwork for our new house would take longer then expected because yeah paperwork. So basically I had to keep all my stuff packed and locked away for around three weeks while waiting for everything to be finished and the house to be ready. Those three weeks were when the pink fog rolled back in and I really wanted to crossfress again. Actually this time the desire to crossdress was stronger cause I really wanted to maybe go out as Kira at some point. I was getting pretty excited about moving to the new house since I will have more chances to crossdress and going out at night or early morning would be a possibility.
-Well now i'm moved into the new house and I have the house to myself from morning to the evening, but one HUGE! problem popped up. My family decided to install a security camera inside our home along with an electronic lock for the front door. At anytime during the day my sister in notified everytime the door is unlocked and she can access the security camera anytime from her smartphone. So now any plans I had to go out crossdressed seems to be impossible. So I guess my question for everyone would be do you think there is a way for me to go out of the house crossdressed without getting caught and outed by the camera?
anyways thanks to everyone who read my long and somewhat trivial piece of drivel
and here are some selfies I took earlier today because apparently I want to put myself in the public eye even though I claim to be in the closet about it
and yes I'm still wearing the red wig and outfit from the first image because it just feels so nice and I just love it