There is one person that truly knows me as a lady and that is my wife. I read so much on here about people open up and going out into public that I'm lost in this world. I truly would love to see what it's like outside of my house as Stephanie but how do I get there is the question. I'm terrified of losing friends my family and what ever else is out there. How do all you lady's come over this fear. As a crossdresser I'm not out looking for a man but just wanting to be my self as a lady that I always dream about. Sorry for the cheeseie post just so confused and lost huges to all you brave lady's out there Stephanie