As many posts and threads witness of, many of us remember how we dressed for the first time when we were very young, perhaps only 4-10 years old, and how it all evolved and were a part of us ever since then. This applies to me too, with my first CD memories at 4 and 7.
The young age is often seen as a "proof" for that this is an inherent part of us since birth. At least I have thought so in the past, but what if this is just jumping to conclusions?
Perhaps trying mum's oversized shoes, her stockings, or your sister's skirt is just something that every child do, even the boys that do not CD, or have CD thoughts, later on in life? It's perhaps just a natural thing kids do, exploring and playing.
Is the early memory of crossdressing just a convenient memory to rationalise and "explain" our CDing today as we never consider if a non-CD control group of males also tried mum's shoes or a dress as small boys. If they did, why did they not continue, but we did? And if they tried on some female garment, what is our "first memory" really worth?
It could be interesting to know and compare the percentage of CD-men and non-CD-men that have early memories of trying as well as not trying girls/women's clothing at very young age to see if one can draw any conclusions, or if we just rationalising in retrospect given the positive outcome of CDING.
Any thoughts on this? Perhaps the reflection does not make any sense at all?
/Bima