My son came home from work today and told us he's quitting his part time job. God forbid he makes some extra cash and get his own place, let's not go there that's another story. After telling us he couldn't juggle both jobs, his part time job was either Saturday or Sunday mornings from 8:00am to 2 in the afternoon. After he left my wife turned to me and said WOW! Maria can't catch a break, that was my time and believes since he started that job years ago and I had that time to myself she has seen a big differences in my mood and attitude and a sense of piece. She now worries that iam going to go back to some older habits of driving around or a day at the motel, or more nervous and moody, and knows that when iam out on my own I take more chances and she worries about my safety. I told her I will always respect the promise I made to her thirty years back that it was our secret and telling him isn't a option and that I was a little upset. He could have came to us with thousands of other things to say like, I got more hours on my part time job, or iam going to stay at my girlfriends for the weekends, but no that didn't happen. In case you haven't noticed the frustration is already setting in and lucky I have this place to vent. I hope your ready for some serious Maria venting coming this way. One step forward two steps back.