So, working thru my dressing with the SO, and dealing with some unexplored areas of my sexuality too... Anyway, yesterday while in man mode I had what I can only describe as a panic attack.. Pounding heart, dizzy, anxiousness... I dressed all day today, but after changing back this evening I cried uncontrollably for about 15 minutes, and still fell really strange/anxious... Are these normal reactions? I feel like I am not in control of my emotions which is a new experience for me... It's only been two weeks out with the SO, but instead of getting easier things feel more complex and terrifying... Just wondering if anyone else has felt this way and what to expect moving forward.
Hope everyone had a great weekend!
Xoxo
Jane
