So today I got up and mulled around. Which is usual right now since I'm off work til the 4th. I decided I wanted to go shopping. So I got all dolled up and took some pics, and away I went. Yes for me shopping in fem is a usual thing at least twice a month. But I always have my SO, or others with us. But this time I was totally alone. All I cared was get in get out. But that didn't happen. Almost didn't get out of the vehicle. But as I sat there texting my bffs I got clocked. So what the heck, I went to my most dreaded place, Walmart. I went in picked out what I was after then started browsing. Yes I know I was made several times. But I needed the time. So I went to check out and was really needing it out there. But the ladies in front of me had issues. No matter what I couldn't leave. Finally I made my purchases and left. As I drove home I realized it wasn't all that bad. I had hoped I could go out again soon. Maybe to the mall. Having cookies to bake I got started on that. Digging in the fridge and pantry. No stick butter, no brown sugar. So not really wishing to leave again, out the door I went. This time to the grocery. I went in this time in a different frame of mind. I belong here was the attitude. Chin up, shoulders back, boobs out, swagger in my step but not too much. I got what I needed. Went to self check out, and got done. The clocking was there, but I didn't care, and it wasn't as much as the Walmart. Attitude change made a difference. At least to me. Smiling at everyone, and just doing my thing. It was great. I'm most certainly ready mentally to go out again. I got some of the cookies made, cornbread for dinner made and about to start the rest of the cookies. Have a good day every one. An lastly merry Christmas.
Kandi