Im Brittany. Havent been on the forums in a long time. I havent dressed as Brittany in over 4 years and i miss it very bad. Lately I just feel sad and lonely and I dont know why. My job certainly doesn't really allow for me the time or ability to dress. Being Brittany was such a huge part of my life but I have hidden every picture she's ever had. How do I find my way back? Its even harder to find local CD to meet or talk to to gain perspective and understanding. Does anyone else feel this way?