"When a kite is caught in the most perfect of trees, it yearns for the wind, even if that same wind will destroy it".
As an older transitioner I'd love to hear how you, in a similar vein, came to know who you really were. For me it was after a dream: when I woke, the feeling of wholeness and rightness was, well, sublime. I'm working on recreating that feeling.
Hugs to all
Julia