I ventured out into the public for the first time last night. I was so nervous. It wasn't something I had planned on, but I had gotten my first pair of heels and I was all dressed up. So what the hell, I decided to head over to the lesbian bar half a block from my house. I was by myself feeling kinda sad and pathetic, but the bartender was nice and some really sweet girls sat down next to me and I spent the nite chitchating with them. The owner played an acoustic mash up of Britney Spears and R.E.M. that was really good. I had a great time and the best part was making some new friends as the new me!