I am not sure how often this is used but I think I am more gender fluid than anything. Sometimes I really want to be a woman more than anything in the entire world and then other times I can go months without even thinking about it. Its just up and down like a rollercoaster and even though I love to dress in female clothes like panties and bras and stuff like that, the reality of doing it everyday in my life is not very possible and I do not keep it up. I am very fascinated by females more than ever but its more like it would be so nice to be one and not do all the work to get there, just want to go to bed one night and wake up the next day and be a complete female but of course things don't work that way. Going through hormones and all that just seems like so much work. I just don't feel like I will ever get to the point where I am dressing full time in my life.
