Sorry I haven't been active for what feels like forever, its probably only been like a week. I don't know what happened but I didn't do anything "girly." I have also been feeling a little down too but im feeling a little better now.
So on Friday i underdressed for the first time in over a week and I don't know how to explain this but I just felt so much better for some reason, i was more confident, I felt happy with myself.
I also went out shopping with my parents and I found myself looking at women who was around my age and build, i was looking how they were dressing, how they wore their hair, how they walked and so on. I didn't even think about it i was just doing it. I was window shopping for clothing too, if i had the money I would have gotten myself a nice outfit. We went into Superdrug, they sell cosmetics, my mum wanted some shampoo, but while we was walking around the shop i was trying to look at prices for makeup without them noticing, I didn't see any prices because we went past quick lol.
Underdressing in public doesn't even feel strange anymore, it feels stranger to wear men's underwear now. Im trying to do the best with what I have got and it feels good to be back!
Charlotte x
