Hi Girls
My wife has just passed away after a fight with cancer, now that I am on my own I look at all her clothes and make up in the bedroom, and feel guilty as I so want to try them on. For the past two days I have been sorting out our savings and bank accounts which were mostly in her name transferring them to mine, which got me down. so I decided I have had enough. I went up to the bedroom to shower and change, when I realised that all her things were no longer just hers but ours, I could now allow my female side to come out, so that is what I did, got rid of most of my body hair which I hated, put on one of our tops and skirts, put on some lipstick, it was then I felt so close to her. To do it with out guilt was a relief. Soon I will be able to get my own things to add to our wardrobe, but my daughter is helping me sort things, once that is done Hazel will be home.
Hazel xx