OK, so for the decades I was in the closet, I fantasized about really passing and living life as an accepted woman.
Now that I am coming out and accepting my dual gendered nature, I am less inclined to want to pass and more inclined to want to be accepted for who I really am - a biologically male person who experiences both gender realities inside. Would I like to blend, yes. Would I like to be accepted by cis gendered men and women as I am, blending or not, expressing socially unacceptable mixtures of gender - YES.
Questions, comments, thoughts, complaints???
Peace
Stevie