Well todays warmer here so I decided to dress more casual, slim jeans, pull over top, over the "girls" with bra who are more obvious without sweater or coat, slip on 1" heel "grasshoppers". Only powder as a cover up and evening of skin tone, brownish eye shadow and mascara with lipstick of course. Polished my nails yesterday a pinkish red or is that a reddish pink? Did my hair as usual and my mandatory earrings, finger rings, bangles and necklace. Out and about with the other women in their warmer weather wear, blending to the point that for some strange reason every one seems to want to talk to me and not about the weather, I guess the "freak" is more obvious not being so covered up. Not that the conversations are about CDing or any gender issues it's just that for some reason I seem to be an ear to bend, I don't use a femme voice but no one runs away either. Is it possible that I'm seen as a "person" not a "thing"? I mean these talks aren't intellectual panel discussions but they are free flowing and natural, it kind of scares me. I guess I've grown into being me more now and feeling at ease with myself, maybe others sense this and act upon it without hesitation. It's not that I don't see and hear the smirks and off color comments from behind but they seem to be less and less common or maybe I'm just tuning them out more. Well I did get a new pair of sandals and a few rings, but tomorrows another day, maybe a skirt day and more of a make-up job as it is a Sunday. Just thought I'd share with everyone.
