As a heterosexual male, I take pleasure in seeing a nicely dressed attractive woman. But as a crossdresser, I also find myself carefully looking at what she's wearing, style of shoes, her jewelry, how she wears her hair, and maybe envision how I would look in her skirt or dress and shoes. I appreciate her beauty.....but, at the same time, I'm envious of her smooth skin, and very feminine features. I find myself torn in that respect. I know that many men view women ONLY from one viewpoint. But those men aren't CDs. I sometimes feel attracted by her face and figure, and wishing that I had that as well. I don't want to transition, I'm happy as a man, but it's just a strange thing that happens quite a bit now when I see an extremely attractive, and nicely dressed woman. It's difficult to explain. Anyone have similar thoughts?