Living life with no one to share things with? Thats not living is it? What would you give up to be with someone who would accept you as you are? I have a job, I have friends here. I own a house. I am empty, I lost everything I was to a situation brought on by me being a cross dresser. I describe the actions of a person who I thought cared about me to others and they say 1 thing, mental problems. Ive had to hire lawyers to defend myself from this person. Im alone, I dont see my kids, I live in an area where being me really isnt ideal. I accepted me recently and discovered many things, what it is to be happy for one, I have made new friends, mostly from here. Some say higher powers have plans for us, is life a cruel joke? I dont know, sometimes it seems to be. When you meet someone special, Do you just know? To look in someones eyes and know they dont care what you are, just that they care, who wouldnt want that? I want that, to be someone like me isnt easy, I bet almost anyone here would say that, right? I couldnt sleep last night, Im afraid to admit what I want, things take time. People need space, sometimes to understand what they feel or to be able to move on. Being yourself with someone should be easy, right? I know we all belong somewhere, and with a someone, yes? The thoughts in my head have to go somewhere. I talk when I have things in my head, so far I havent been able to talk to anyone yet today. I am tired of this holding pattern, I couldnt sleep last night....