Do you ever feel this way? I love being Sabrina, getting all dressed with makeup, jewelry, heels, etc. Then the guilt sets in and I think that I should just get rid of all this stuff, go to a professional, and lead a "normal" life. Twice I have purged only to reaquire feminine clothing. I have read that the desire never goes away, even with professional help! I have been thinking about going to a mental health person, but it feels so right to be Sabrina. I have some time to be dressed and I have done my nails. I feel sooo happy and guilty at the same time. It was the best of times and it was the worst of times.
Love, Sabrina
