I have been fascinated with girls / womens clothes as far back as I can remember! Unfortunately I find my living situation , Well lets just say, Less than PERFECT for my desire to dress! I have great friends and I appreciate all they do for me, However, I'd be out on the streets in a HEARTBEAT if they EVER found out about my " Desire " Once there, I'd be ran out of the STATE!!! How do I find a safe environment,And like minded people to get together with in a small " Town" Like Corvallis, Mt? Trust me I've tried ALL the Friend Finder type sites, And even tried " Fet Life "...Either the people who use those sites are " Not into it, Or they treat it like it HAS to be a sexuall outcome. I'm not saying I'm opposed to intimacy, But a Motel and " Wham Bam, Thank you Mam " Sex just doesn't appeal to me!!! I was married for almost 24 years, And she put up with my desire, But dressing and and a quickie we're not enough for me. She tried REAL hard to make me feel better, We even went out on Halloween once, And she helped me look Fabulous, Even sexy!!! She even encouraged me to dance with SEVERAL men!!! Nobody there knew what was REALLY under that outfit! ! I enjoyed the evening enough to share it on this site!!! And just in case you are thinking that's a reason we got Divorced, It was NOT. She and I remain friends, And she told me that my Dressing had no bearing on why we split. But that was California, This is Montana! I'd love to find an accepting woman to share that with again, But how??? Where???? I'd even be open to like minded men, He** Any living breathing HUMAN, to explore and be accepted by in a SAFE ENVIRONMENT, Would be WONDERFUL!!! Sorry this post is so " Long Winded " But I really need to know how to find people who want to experience this side of me, In a SAFE, ACCEPTING environment. I bought a REAL sexy Bikini almost a year ago, and I've only been able to wear it ( Outdoors ) four times, For about an hour each time! And when I did, I was a NERVOUS WREAK!!! Any suggestions Ladies? Also, An opinion from a GG would be fantastic! !!!! Thanks Vici. (Short for Victoria, Pronounced Vicky )