I've been cding in fully for around 12 years. Sometimes more often with some interruptions for different reasons.
It always was a sexual more than a gender thing. It really used to turn me on just to wear panties, of course the more I dress or more dressed there was a huge satisfaction and more desire to have sex with men.
Since I said the truth to my wife my sexual desires had shifted. Now when I dress I feel very comfortable with my self. I don't have that urgency on have sex with a man but there's a deep feeling of fulfillment when I dress but those dirty homosexual desires had greatly dimished.
Who has had similar experiences or how could you explain what I'm living?
