I would come out again to my parents (although it feels right now like eating the sun, in part because I have self and selfish interests as well). Should I decide to go full time, attending school and internships en femme would be a definite prospect. Exchange programmes could even be plausible with the obviously fictitious assumption that nothing stands in my way. I'm still hesitant about church though.
I am perhaps like Bitty Boppy Betty, whose male front has a public reputation to uphold, and whose female front is merely seen enjoying life and appearing decadent. Hardly the most desirable of situations, with all due respect - and at least those who know Betty know Billy, if I got the lyrics right. I still don't dare to (at least at this point) to risk such an arrangement yet.
I'm still actually entertaining the prospect of vacationing en femme, but haven't decided on a place yet. The zenith of fantasies would be to tour a historic district of the United States en femme, bonus points for so doing in period dress. Much as I'd like to be at the Vienna Opera Ball, I reckon most of the event is fairly out of reach for me. Realistically speaking, I would rather a self drive holiday in Australia or perhaps Taiwan.
