I still have a strong alpha side and in 'guy mentality' I really want to champion the LGBT community.

I've been watching a lot of hate videos on you tube lately to wrap my head around the 'enemy' and quite frankly it's made me so sick to the stomach I almost want to crawl back into the closet. Don't worry, I'm not, but wow do I ever want to throw up and I personally don't like that feeling!

This is mostly just a rant I needed to get off my chest but I know there are a LOT of advocates here, my sincerest respect for you and...how do you do it!?

OK, maybe I jumped into the deep end of the hate pool a little too soon?