At 18 , I was still trying to figure this out, and figure myself out.
One thing I did know was that this was a part of me.
Was I A Crossdresser ? Was I Transgender ?
Back then I had no idea.
What I did know was that this was who I was.
So I decided that getting married wasnt an option for me
Since every girl I dated who found out about my femme side left.
I decided marriage wasnt my path..
Neither was kids for that matter.
I was going to be different.
A better word would be unique.
So today I have no kids, no love, no real commitments...
but I am happy.
I have a mediocre job, but it barely pays for food, and I live with family.
I followed my heart...which is great.
Till I look at my bank account.
The final piece of my puzzle is bringing it all together...
being financially stable ...AND single..
would I transform or get surgery ?
I am trying to put together the money for lazer..
Thats about all I could afford right now anyway.
I'd be happy with that.
I am happy no matter what though
I wouldnt take back anything.
I would only wish to tell myself to look out more for your finacial future.
Back then I was trying to still figure me out instead of my future.
I hope some of you younger gals can put those pieces together better than I did