For me as a Cross-dresser and many others that enjoy this side of life, sooner or later we think about the BIG question...
Q: Do you want to become a woman/transation?
The answer is "Yes" or "No"
Of course it's never that straightforward, but if it is for you then I am delighted for you and so would many other cross-dressers who were considering this.
For myself the answer is "Yes" BUT... there is always a but in this matters!
As crazy as this many sound, I'm actually waiting until I retire which is no more than roughly five to six years away. Why wait until then... well... I've worked incredible hard all my life from manual labouring jobs to private security to aircraft fitting and now I run a small department within the aircraft industry doing classified admin. I'd tell you but I would have to find you and well you know the rest
I've been paving the way to give myself a clear pathway to walk down so when that day comes I'm ready, I've taken my time and had all my fill of life's unpleasant surpises.
Those years of worry and doubt about mortgages, bill payments and what will people think of me at work will all be gone! I think the right words to express this would be "I brought my freedom." In a Robinson Crusoe Man Friday style and approach!
Q: Would I transition fully?
No... Here in the UK as I understand it and I could be wrong so please correct me, we all are still learning in our lifes. I would live as a women and dress as a woman full time for two years and than start HRT treaments. I would grow my hair and get a boob job and the rest is how they say history I guess. My partner a GG is fully understanding and as we have been together for sixteen years she knew about Kate pretty much from the start of the relationship. We are a strong team and hold each other up and accept who we are and that through time people grow delevop and change. I guess we all grow not only physically and mentally but also there is a spirit within us all that if aloud to grow can blossom quite nautrally if watered and fed correctly.
Why am I posting this? I guess being a Cross-dresser for some of us can be quite the lonely journey even if you are connected to other Cross-dressers via a forum!
I have one Cross-dressing friend called Gail here in the UK who is kind enough to comment on my videos no matter what the content and give a fair and valid opinion on my work as a Male to Female CD trying to open the doors a little wider for those outside to see in.
I don't really have the problems that most seem to have with Cross-dressing reading many posts over the years apart from what I can only describe as "Mass Isolation"
I hoping when all above is said and done, I will findly get a little more of what I've been looking for in life.
I don't really have a point to this post, but welcome your thoughts and feelings and any advice.
Thanks very much for reading.
Kate D
Often found wondering the empty corridors of their mind "There has to be a door here surely!"