I read a closed thread and decided to start a new one with the same question. I have experienced being with a man, But only in " Male mode " And I honestly enjoyed it. At the time there was some feelings of guilt, But that faded quickly. My curiosity got the better of me and ( With the support of my Ex-Wife ) I answered a few personal ads, And found it to be quite a thrill. It wasn't necessarily better than sex with my Ex, But on some levels it was more exciting and exhilarating. At the time, I didn't give any thought to experimenting with a man Dressed as a lady. But now I constantly think / fantasize about what it would be like to be on a date as Vici, And end up in bed with a man again, Only this time as his lady. I've even ran a few personal ads seeking such " Adult Fun " Of course I must be discrete, In my area, it's more dangerous to come out of the closet. However I cannot stop hoping to spend the night as a lady with someone who is willing to treat me as such. I've even entertained the idea of being with a Male / Female couple, Or a Female who appreciates a Crossdressing Man, And also a Transgendered Male. Somehow though, I tend to fantasize about a Man treating me like a sexy lady, On the date and in the bedroom. Am I alone in this quest? Somehow I think not. Living in The Hamilton / Corvallis area of West-Central Montana has its challenges, But I will not give up ! Can anyone out there relate ? I'm looking forward to reading your replies! Please dont be shy, If you're more comfortable with sending me a private message or Emails, Feel free to do so. I love communicating with like minded people !!