Today I took the next step. not a big one, but a big one for me!
I put a new wig on, my fave dress and a fitted suit jacket. Put my feet into my big girl size ten glossy pumps and......
STOOD AT MY FRONT DOOR SCARED STIFF lol
After a few moments to collect myself, I put my shoulders high and said what will be will be ......
I walked out the door, walked to the end of my road and over the main road traffic lights where I had a builder check me out ( no weird look, just the up and down, so I hope I wasn't read ), then popped into the local doctors to book an appointment for tomorrow, the lady behind the counter clocked me straight away (close quarters and hell , I had to give my name!) but she was polite and didn't use sir or anything like that At the appointment I will be getting a referral to a gender therapist with all hope.
I then headed back home feeling a lot more confident and content that for the FIRST TIME EVER, I, WAS ME on the outside with the fear replaced with pride
Lucy xXx