Me and my wife got into a fight over my dressing about a year ago. I don't do it around her anymore so it wasn't like a shock to her. She knew about Denise. I got lazy and started hanging a couple dresses on the same rack as my drab clothes. One morning I realized that she threw away my favorite dress . I left and went to live with am old friend. He let me be me and didn't judge. I wore some eye make-up daily and went for bi weekly pedicures. I even went out as Denise to a party that many CD's attended. I really liked the fact that I could shave totally and went out in public in sandles and polished toes all the time.. I returned home for what ever reason mostly financial . I love my girly side , today I had a nice pedi, the first time in 8 months. I wanted classic red. I usually don't go to the nail salon on Thursdays cause of all the girls being there but today I was one of the girls today sitting between 2 girls getting pedi's. It felt so good being pampered, I had shaved my legs, the hot stones and towels and the massage felt great. Tomorrow the wife wants to go in the pool after work.. I am in a situation here, I love the fresh pedi and want to enjoy the look more. If she see's it she will tell me to take it off. don't know how mad she will get. Why after all these years do I need to be sad...