Mind blower last night, went to a wedding for my wife's friend, while there I meet a gang of freinds that I used to work a part time job with and couldn't believe they still hung out together. I sat at a table with my wife's friends and with all there inside jokes I was feeling left out alittle and bored and went outside to strech and get some air. I was outside and one of my friends came out and lite a smoke and she asked me how I was doing, and with not much in common anymore we weren't really talking. then out of nowhere she freaked me out and blurred out "are you finished playing with the slip you took from me". I directly turned to her and looked her straight in the eyes trying to remember what she was talking about, and out of nowhere I get the flashback of that morning thirty years ago while almost finishing a night shift and she used to work in the bake shop and would come early and I would unlock the door to let her in and noticed that morning she was wearing a slip. My last duty of the night was to clean the change room washrooms and lunch room, while washing the floors in the women's chance room I seen her skirt hanging there, because she worked in the bake shop she would bring a change of clothes because she would get dirty working with the flour. Of course my demented mind remembered she was wearing a slip that morning so I moved the skirt and there it was, a beautiful biege lacy slip. I couldn't believe how beautiful it was, without a thought I took it off the hanger and felt it, there were also a pair of pantyhose on the hanger. I looked around and I knew that my co worker was outside cleaning the parking lot and only her and the bake shop manager where in the store. Without a thought I dropped my pants and put on the pantyhose and slip and went to the lunch room mirror to see how it looked, I keeped it on for a few minutes and then removed it but I couldn't put it back on the hanger I had to have it, so I put the pantyhose back and took the slip. I snapped out of my flashback still looking her in the eyes and she said she was so upset when she seen that someone stole her slip that she thought it was one of the other girls. She went to the manager yelling and upset that the manager told her that there was a hidden camera in the lunch room clock and they reviewed it they seen me wearing the slip and dancing around the lunch room and the manager wanted to fire me. She told him that she didn't want it to get out and embarrass me and asked him to forget it ever happened. She knew I had a crush on her and was alittle flattered that I was wearing her things but didn't understand it. Then she asked me what ever happened to that slip? BUSTED! thirty years later, with no words to say I stood there in shock, I told her I was sorry and it was a long time ago, she then asked me again, what did I do with the slip would I wear it, what did I do with it? She told me that she also had a crush on me and loved knowing that I had something of hers, but always wondered what I did with it. Now with nothing to loss at this point I told her I loved how it felt and I used to wear it and everytime I would put it on it would remind me of her and that it got thrown out during a move of house that I didn't want to get caught with it. She then told me she thought we were going to end up together and was sad it never happened and that she had forgotten about the slip until she seen me and never told anyone. She gave me a hug and told me to relax because it looked like I seen a ghost and that she wouldn't say anything about it. She threw her cigarette butt and walked inside. I stayed outside a few seconds longer and went to the bar and ordered a double whiskey and my wife joined me apologizing for me feeling left out but couldn't resist to ask what was wrong with me. I told her I would tell her later, and I don't know why I had a feeling of disappointment and that I wanted to cry. We went back outside and I told her what had happened and my wife also knew her because we were pretty close friends with all those coworkers and we would do a lot of outside work activities together. My wife laughed and told me there isn't a boring moment with me and not to worry about it, and that I felt disappointed because I wasn't as smart as I thought and was thinking I would never get caught and now I was busted. She told me that I was to honest and could have told her I didn't know what she was talking about and she could have thought I took it and now I proved it for her. I then told my wife how did she know I was wearing the slip in the lunch room and then I didn't want to talk about it anymore, I went inside and ordered another double, and nothing else was said about it. The real truth about the slip was I threw it out during a purging but still regret it because it really was an amazing slip. I now sit here this morning reviewing everything and don't know what to think.
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