I'm in the "just CDing" area, meaning everything is below the chin.
My curiosity which has been the main catalyst for my growth as a CDer has always pushed me to try new things. I feel like my curiosity will run out of clothes and start pushing me to do my head.
My questions for you guys are...
1- Have you been in the state of "Just CDing" without doing anything feminine to your head?
2- Do you feel the Deep pink fog whispering you to go one step further like it always has?
3- What caused you to finally give in to it and create your female look? Was it independence which removed all the barriers/worries that keep you from going that far?
4- Do you regret going that far? I got the feeling that if I tried to pass, I will become all sorts of messed up, I won't know who I am anymore. I will certainly regret not being able to look in the mirror and feel man. I might even create a situation where I like my female look more than my male but be overwhelmed with shame due to me believing "I am a male". I believe this could happen because everything from underwear to pants to shirts that I try the female version of, I like more
5- How many of you would go back in time and stop themselves from crossing the line from "just CDer" to "female impersonator"? I read on these forums all the time about SO's not minding CDing but once "Tiffany" or whatever name was chosen comes out, it causes friction in the relationship because the Woman feels not as special. I feel like right now I am "back in time" and I could just not walk down that path curiously, because I know that if I try anything once I will be damned.
The idea of being completely feminized is a real turn on for me, mostly due to the extreme taboo of it and being a taboo that isn't illegal or disgusting, But I refrain from indulging because I think the consequences are too real and I will have nothing to help justify it, explain it, or feel remotely good about it when I sleep at night.
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