Feeling confused. Guilty and out of place. I hate my face at the moment. I'm sitting in bathroom right now and arguing with myself over weather to shave, then dress like I want. I Just want to cry. I give up on the labels Either I give myself or get put on me. I'm just a confused, scared person. A ruff diamond, maybe. I feel so guilty for wanting to be more feminine . It's like the boy and the girl sides are fighting, and the girl side is winning but she feels bad for harming the boy or those that need him. Does this make sense? If not, at least I got it off my mind as such. But still , shave or not?