I have gone 29 years without a woman interested in me, but have been emailing and talking by phone to a never married woman 500 miles away. She really seems to care about me, and meeting, and maybe me moving near her. But, she says i was born a man and am a man, and crossdressing is wrong, and i can quit, and with help, rise above it all. i have explained how it has beenwith me since a young age,and it does not just go away, and i do not do it that often. She says i can rise above it, and move on. It is so rare that a single Gg is interested in me. I thinks he has some toxic family issues, too, though, and seems pretty paranoid. A lot of failed relationships, too. She has issues, not just me. i like the way she dresses, wears dresses much of the time! That is a plus. I know we humans can adapt to most anything, if we must, or choose, but never easy usually. I am sick of cooking for myself all my adult life, and at 62, might be willing to compromise, for a good lady. But, for now, I am not makin any commitments to her, just friends. I think she is in her 50's, kind of desperate to marry. I know quitting dressing is possible, but the desire would not go completely away. I just learned i have a not very well working kidney. I come from very toxic parents and sibling, and have some mental and emotional illness, too. As mush as i would like a somewhat attractive woman in my life, i just have too many issues , including dressing to consider marriage, unelss the woman is willing to compromise, too. Not just me compromising.