I wrote a thread about once your out its hard to go back. Well ive been out more lately on night drives and it feels great. The last 2 nights the kids were out and I didn't dress, my wife didn't say anything until tonight. She asked what's going on, I'm always looking for time and the house has been empty for 2 nights and I didn't dress at all.
I told her I'm not sure what's going on, I made the mistake of walking out that door, I don't want to lock myself up as a prisoner, I only want to go out driving now.
I told her I feel like packing it up and leaving it at underdressing, and feel as if I reached a dead end.
I thought I would be happy in the closet, but now I tasted the juices and driving around and expressing myself as a women is all I want to do now. But everytime I walk out that door I'm taking a chance and I have no intention of getting seen or get into a accident and having to explain why I'm driving around dressed like a women.
My wife is an amazing women and she told me she has seen Maria evolve more and more and it was just a matter of time before she wanted more and wanted out.
I told her it's not what I want in my life and for the first time I really feel like packing up my things and just taking a break and just leave my panties and pantyhose out and just underdress.
My wife said she remembered a day when a skirt, slip and pantyhose was more then enough, but now it's almost all or nothing, maybe her giving me so much space lead me to this point of no return and maybe it was a mistake to walk out that door. She then asked me what I wanted to do, I told her it's like when you reached a position at work when you can't go any higher, it gets boring and you lose your motivation. The house is empty again tonight but don't feel like locking the doors and closing all the blinds and going into lock down. To make me happy my wife told me to go for a drive, I told her I want more, but not willing to take the chance. Dead end. Thanks for listening