I would love to hear from others are you ashamed of your desires? Are you embarrassed about your crossdressing? is it a part of you, that you have come to accept? Or is it something you are proud about? Have your feelings changed over time? Did you start off in denial and grow to acceptance? Do you wish this part of you went away?
For me I love being Becky and feel very very gifted that I have a large amount of female inside me. Becky has been lucky to have had some amazing adventures and made some incredible friends. I feel honoured to know what is is like to walk a mile in 'her shoes' and feel sorry for my guy friends who have never had the chance to experience all the joy I have.
Of course its not always a bed of roses, but I am so thankful that I get the chance to look beautiful and sexy (in my eyes ) on occasion. I am very proud of the girl and accept her as part of me absolutely.