my cross dressing has always been sexually stimulating for me and I dress for this! lately I've been attracted to men, they are very attractive to me ,just like women are , I want my cake and eat it too damn it!!!!! very frustrating to have desires for both and I hope to fulfill my urges! I've had a couple of encounters with men sexually and I loved it!!! I was, well the woman and it was a feeling I will never forget! well any ways I'm just letting things out here and feel better telling someone , thanks for listening.