Hope everyone had a wonderful holiday! I haven't posted too much in my time here but I've spent hours browsing and snooping in the forums. It's helped me so incredibly much. I don't own much clothing. I've made two trips to thrift shops and just recently this week a trip to Walmart. It took A LOT for me to go into Walmart at 4 am and buy a single sports bra I've been eyeing, but man, what a rush! So all in all I own three bras, two amazing VS finds from the thrift shop and the sport bra I mentioned from Walmart. Being in a rush to get in and get out with the bra I wanted I ended up buying one that is incredibly tight on me, but fits non the less. I own two pairs of panties and two girl shirts. Of course I'd love to buy more but I figure with time I'll work up more courage to go to more stores.
ANYWAY, sorry for the useless info. My post is actually about moving onto a new phase. I only dressed at home until today. It's an unusually warm winter day in my part of the Midwest so I figure I'd use it to my advantage and put one of my sexy bras and girls shirts on under my hoodie and go for a walk. My word, I loved it! My thing is now I want to find ways to do this more often once it starts to warm up more. I'm in my young 20's and live on my own and my next goal is to be able to maybe go out for a very early morning run or walk, but somewhere I know absolutely no one will see me. I want to be able to be COMPLETLY dressed. So that requires new clothes. I have this odd obsession with girls tank tops. I think feeling the bra and tank top straps is what triggers my happy feelings. My dream would be to also completely shave my body, especially my armpits so I feel pretty with a tank top on but alas, my girlfriend knows nothing of any of this and I'm sure she might find it weird if I shave my pits completely. I've been brainstorming ideas of why I would need to shave certain areas let alone my complete body but have come up with nothing! :/
My question to all of you is... is this a good idea? I'm terrified of getting caught. Should I go to the next town over? Please share any tips or thoughts. Encouragement is also welcome as I'm still in a phase of being terrified to even buy the clothes I so desperately want. Thanks gals and sorry for the long Post!
Love, Natalie. ❤️