I am engaged to a lovely woman , whom I love very much .
She knows about my crossdressing and fully accepts it , as I was upfront when we first dated.
The problem I have , is I will marry her in 2017, but I find myself being very attracted to Pre op transsexuals. I have always admired their strength ad determination to transition to the women they want to be, but now I feel sexually attracted to them.
I have never acted on this desire.
Is this just a fantasy?
I acknowledge I am possibly bisexual, but that's no big deal.
Should I dismiss these thoughts or put off the wedding , until I work through this confusion?
If I do , I would ensure I am upfront with my fiancée.
I love her and don't want to hurt her , but I can't help my desire.
Would love to hear your thoughts.