So even though I hate it sometimes. I am seen as hyper masculin. I'm not a "bro" by any means. But I payed for colledge by playing football and I still weight train every day to this day. Since I was 9 I wanted to dress like a woman. Since I can remember I wanted to be a woman. But my other half revels in lifting weights running fast and all that. I am at odds with myself and I seem ok with it. But what is gonna win?