It's Saturday night and I'm dressed all made up and enjoying some Irish Whiskey.Sitting here enjoying my Karen time wishing I had realized I had a femme side when I was a good looking younger man.Growing up I was fascinated by female impersonators but never thought about wearing any of mom's clothes.She worked full time and we were home alone all the time but it never occurred to me to do it.I now wish I had . Once when I was 13 or 14 I did talk my younger sister into trying some of mom's different lipsticks on me(anyone remember the mini lipstick samples from Avon) but before we started the guys in the neighborhood wanted to play baseball so I went out to play.Nothing ever happened after that.In my late 20's I started wearing my wifes pantyhose without her knowledge eventually buying my own (remember LEGGS)then a pair of clunky heels.Soon after that I told my wife about wearing hose and heels and she was O.K. with it .We limited it to our sex play.After we split Karen emerged in all her glory and I love my life now, the only regret I have is not seeing how good I would have looked as a girl when I wasn't old and wrinkled. I am getting to the age now where I may have to go shopping for a gray wig .Nah. I think I look a lot younger as a woman than I do as my drab self,I'll stay a brunette.