Like many on this forum I started crossdressing early in life (pre teens) by wearing my sister's and my mother's clothes. I always did this while alone in the house and lived in fear of being discovered by someone coming home unexpectedly. My house as a child and teenager was my only safe place to dress and that has continued into adulthood. I'm 49 years old now, married with two children, but I still feel intensely private about my home and very rarely ever have anyone other than family come to my house. Although my wife has always known about my crossdressing, and really does not mind other than not wanting to see it, I still can only crossdress when alone in my home. I wonder if anyone else feels as if their crossdressing has made them into somewhat of a recluse where their home is really a very private place. I hope this makes sense. I guess the bottom line is I often feel like my house is my only place to be me.