This isn't about me. I wouldn't have changed anything. Well maybe one thing not get married a third time.
Years ago there was no internet and Crossdressing was taboo. I thought I was the one doing it. NO transgender NO hormone treatments that people talked about.
I start at 4 yrs old and haven't stopped. I read posts about I'm man who just wants to wear women cloths. Or I only do once a while or I just panties and a bra under my male cloths. Well that sound like me yrs ago. Now I wanted to dress 24/7 but being married I can't. I would have love to get hormones and SRS but at 69 I think it's to late for me.
So for you younger girls I would like you to look at yourself and see where you want to be in 10 to 15 yrs. The world is changing things are going to be better for you. I hope I'm around to see it.