The other day my SO took off for a business trip and she will be gone for about a week. I have been secretly delighted waiting in anticipation of the day so that I could get dressed up, do a little shopping and go about my days at least underdressed. But the whole thing got me thinking about my life in the closet and wondering if I am in a distinct minority here on this site. I read about the various "adventures" of other members here on this site and how they go out and about dressed and shop with their spouses and order things online, etc, etc. Certainly, I am to a certain degree envious and I also admire their courage for coming out to others even if it is only to one other special person. However, I am one who is completely in the closet. I have a small, well hidden stash and my SO has no idea about my CDing. Yes, there are some sales associates who have seen this guy purchase women's lingerie with cash and there are even sales associated at a dress barn who have helped me try on and purchase a dress. But other than that, my crossdressing is completely private and anonymous unlike so many sisters on this site. So I wonder, are there other submarine crossdressers out there on this site? Are your experiences the same?