You are straight and you are just a crossdresser at times and no way you consider yourself as a girl , But being a gentleman when some guy treats you very properly as a girl since you are dressed as one !! How will be this for you ?!! You feel shy?! You feel embarrassed ?!
Take this as fantasy or whatever just let me know your feelings of being treated like a girl when you think yourself as a guy in dress!!
Especially when you are treated like a proper girl by your close ones,like your best guy friend ...